eventually I'll be able to actually enjoy Berlin maybe, I just......need to be permanently housed.
it sucks a lot
Anyway I sent followup docs to the place that reached back out last night at 6 and I'm just sitting here in anxiety hoping I didn't fuck up waiting until I have to leave for the next showing bc I can't focus on anything else apparently.
Two days ago was the first time I interacted with someone from the relocation agency, after months of nothing. so.
A new phone would be nice I guess. My pixel 3a is about to be too old to support soon anyway.
Also realizing that I'm super stressed out about it because I thought we were going to have more help from relocation but since the work is 90% on me I feel like if we *don't* get a place, it's because I have somehow fucked up somewhere in the process.
Even though I know that's not really how it works and there are lots of factors. It feels personal.
truly a gem tho. no notes. https://twitter.com/StarringAstra/status/1521582798972227584
I just want to do literally anything else than stress about finding a place to live and have nightmares constantly.
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